Keep your hands inside the car at all times.

[kellinator]

People often remark to me that I live life very intensely. (They also say that I overreact to everything, which is pretty much the same thing in my mind.)

The best phrase I can come up with to describe how living my life that intensely feels is "like riding a rollercoaster blindfolded."

I suppose that might sound like fun. It leaves me feeling like I need to throw up a lot of the time.

But I suppose if I changed that, then I wouldn't be me...

Comments

[canciona.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'd have to say it does.

If you get the right meds/right doses, the right people around you, who listen and understand (and a doctor who fits this description, very important), or who understand that they won't always understand, but who just care, if you have patience with yourself, and accept that it's a learning process, trying to figure it all out, and understand/accept that it & you are worth the effort...it does get better.

It sounds harder than it is, really. You're already very self-aware (very important), and have supportive people around you, and those are two major factors. I know it doesn't feel like it, but you're already well on the way. Have hope. You're stronger than you know.

[canciona.livejournal.com]

Please bitchslap me if I start to sound too much like Oprah. It's the cold meds. That's my story & I'm stickin to it. Hugs to ya.

[kellinator.livejournal.com]

No, actually that comment helped a lot. Thank you so much. *hugs*