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[kellinator]

I have no fucking idea why I want to be in love. All love has ever given me is heartbreak and headache.

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[kellinator.livejournal.com]

Thank ya!!

What's weird to me is the things I want now. Forget the grand romance and adventure. I fantasize about someone I can throw dinner parties with. :/

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[technomom]

Well, hopes and dreams are fine. Nothing wrong with them at all! But you can be in love with the idea of having a relationship, too.

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[kellinator.livejournal.com]

Ehh... I'd like to think the fact that Shadow and I only lasted two weeks proves I'm not looking for just anything.

I don't know if I'm desperate or not. I was. Then I wasn't anymore. But now I might be again. DAMMIT. I know what I am though. I'm ANGRY. I'm FED UP with a world where 'most everyone considers it okay for a guy to LIE to you and if you call him on it, you're acting crazy. I'm SICK AND TIRED of spending Friday and Saturday nights alone. I'm TIRED of SO MANY PEOPLE who are PIECES OF SHIT having EVERYTHING I WANT while I GET NOTHING.

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[technomom]

I don't think you're desperate. You can be infatuated with the idea of a relationship without being foolish about it :-)

Go ahead and be angry and resentful and frustrated. Admit it, express it, work it out - it won't go away, otherwise.

*hugs*