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[kellinator]

I have no fucking idea why I want to be in love. All love has ever given me is heartbreak and headache.

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[technomom]

Because it can be addictive.

[vill.livejournal.com]

*huggo*
*blankey*
*lolly*
*tea*

Next time I'm in Atlanta, we'uns gotta get together.

[feachador.livejournal.com]

The prey of the beast screamed
bloody murder
the line is so fine between
hoping and hurting
former believers they beg for release
as love looking down on them

Smiles and picks his teeth
trapped in between heaven and hell
he knows all the secrets
and don't want to tell
there's nowhere to run and there's
nowhere to hide
love knows you all too well
He will find you

Love is the ghost haunting your head
love is the killer you thought
was your friend
love is the creature who lives
in the dark
sneaks up, will stick you
and painfully pick you apart

Love is a poet, love sings the songs
pointing his finger you follow along
voices are calling,
the monster wants out of you
paws you and claws you, you try not to fall

Love is the leech, sucking you up
love is a vampire, drunk on your blood
love is the beast that will
tear out your heart
hungrily lick it and
painfully pick it apart
(Repeats)

Love is a ghost, haunting your head
love is the killer you thought
was your friend
Love is the teacher who lives in the dark
sneak up and stick you
and painfully pick you apart

[hooper-x.livejournal.com]

ALSO: LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD.

and pat benatar's hot.

[danorsong.livejournal.com]

hear hear sista!

[feachador.livejournal.com]

Pat Benatar is cute, but she can't dance. I'd take Jeanette Napalitano any day...

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[kellinator.livejournal.com]

Am I addicted to love? I thought I had finally gotten past that. :(

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[technomom]

I think you may be addicted to being "in love" which is a different thing altogether.

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[kellinator.livejournal.com]

Can you explain a little more?

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[technomom]

See http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=technomom&itemid=92286 :-)

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[kellinator.livejournal.com]

Thank ya!!

What's weird to me is the things I want now. Forget the grand romance and adventure. I fantasize about someone I can throw dinner parties with. :/

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[technomom]

Well, hopes and dreams are fine. Nothing wrong with them at all! But you can be in love with the idea of having a relationship, too.

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[kellinator.livejournal.com]

Ehh... I'd like to think the fact that Shadow and I only lasted two weeks proves I'm not looking for just anything.

I don't know if I'm desperate or not. I was. Then I wasn't anymore. But now I might be again. DAMMIT. I know what I am though. I'm ANGRY. I'm FED UP with a world where 'most everyone considers it okay for a guy to LIE to you and if you call him on it, you're acting crazy. I'm SICK AND TIRED of spending Friday and Saturday nights alone. I'm TIRED of SO MANY PEOPLE who are PIECES OF SHIT having EVERYTHING I WANT while I GET NOTHING.

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[technomom]

I don't think you're desperate. You can be infatuated with the idea of a relationship without being foolish about it :-)

Go ahead and be angry and resentful and frustrated. Admit it, express it, work it out - it won't go away, otherwise.

*hugs*

[kellinator.livejournal.com]

I think this is A Most Excellent Idea. *hugs*