I don't usually post quizzes, but this one's got me thinking.

[kellinator]

Category I - The Hub

You're a 'people person'. Networking runs in your
blood. Consequently, you can move through most
social circles with ease.


What Type of Social Entity are You?
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See, I can't help but think that I must have filled it out wrong.

As everyone who knows me knows, I'm blazingly insecure. Growing up I was never one of the accepted kids, the popular kids, and it's stayed with me. I'm frequently convinced that people can't stand me and are just tolerating me till I go away, even in the face of evidence to the contrary.

It's weird to me to think that I could be any sort of hub, even though I've helped plan events and introduced people and stuff. In fact, sometimes the people I introduce like each other better than they like me and I feel a little jealous.

I'd love to be able to think of myself as a fun social person, but I just seem to have blocks against it. I assume I'm the outsider or the weirdo or I smell funny or something. Maybe this is all just a sneaky way of asking what you think of me? Am I as awkward as I think I am?

Comments

[polychromatic22.livejournal.com]

The stupid thing picked me as a hub, too. I'm perty much as insecure as you are.
I do my best in social situations to *not* think, because if I stop to think I'm going to start getting the feeling that everybody there wants me to leave but doesn't want to be mean and tell me, so they just tolerate me.
I really do believe it. I'm sure more than one person, besides yourself, on your list knows me, too, and knows that it's true. I'm obnoxious and annoying. Fuck, I think I'll go read for a while, now I'm all depressed.