I shouldn't

[kellinator]

I shouldn't have to be so defensive. I shouldn't have to write nearly-meaningless one-liners in my LiveJournal because I'm scared of what someone's going to say if I write what I really want to write. I shouldn't be hiding what I think just because someone will disapprove. I shouldn't have to look over my shoulder so much. I shouldn't have to bear the guilt for things I didn't do.

I shouldn't have to be on the run in my own life.

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[seaofsin.livejournal.com]

i know where you're coming from.
in fact, i've been slowly making most of my friends-only posts public because i really don't care anymore...if someone decides they don't want to speak to me anymore because of something i write, it's their loss.
it's your journal and you have every right to say whatever you want.
of course next time i will make better use of the "create groups" option when i want to post something that may disturb one of my friends.

i contridict myself waaaaaaaay too much. :)