Feast or famine

[kellinator]

It seems these days my life is in one of two extremes:

1). A nice calm state of normalcy where I go to work, act like a grownup, go home and pet the cat, then fall asleep in front of the ball game. Basically, what my mom does. This manner of living BORES ME TO TEARS but at least it's predictable.

2). DRAMA!!!! This one, a roller-coaster ride of highs and lows (mostly lows), impairs my ability to sleep and otherwise function, pisses my friends off because I spend way too much time bitching, and generally turns me into a raging bitch, but at least I know I'm alive.

What I want is somewhere between the two, a nice interesting exciting but not too stressful existence. What I have to do to find that, I haven't figured out yet.

Comments

[mschristine.livejournal.com]

I think that's how a lot of us feel, boring is easier, but drama is more fun. It would help f we all had more money, planning a 3 week European vaca, would certainly make life less boring. I think the only other thing is, to make an effot to do things you enjoy and keep putting yourself out there to meet new people and have new experinces.

[kellinator.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that's what I've been trying to do -- joining Club Atlanta, getting out and going places even when I want to hide in my apartment. I guess I'm just frustrated because things aren't coming as quickly as I want. Patience was never my strong suit. ;)

[serendipitymet.livejournal.com]

ha ha, i am exactly the same way!

[spiritchaser1.livejournal.com]

You need to find a happy medium: a psychic that smiles alot.

No, really, I understand what you mean. Things are either Crazy or Dead in my life anymore, balance is hard to come by.

[tarpo.livejournal.com]

You want I should start a big LJ DRAMA to keep you entertained? I think I have the ammo now *snicker*

Re:

[kellinator.livejournal.com]

Bitch, you're making me curious.

[tarpo.livejournal.com]

oooh talk dirty to me baby