Drama du jour

[kellinator]

This morning I was reading a book about the secrets of happy people, how they don't get bent out of shape over little stuff.

Then I lost a contact.

I now remember why I'm not a happy person. Just about any little thing that goes wrong (in my defense, this was a little more than usual; I'm now squinting out of a pair of mangled glasses that look worse than Harry Potter's pre-Hogwarts, and the Emory health care people just completely suck -- they know you have to come there, so why should they both making it pleasant for you? Fuck them, I'm going to LensCrafters) puts me into hysterics, makes me feel like I have no control over my life.

I'm a little calmer now. But now I'm upset with myself.

*whimpers* I don't wanna be a crazy person.

Comments

[azurelunatic]

If you've got Big Stuff in your life that you're handling pretty well just fine, and then fall to pieces over the little stuff, and you look at someone else who doesn't have Big Stuff like that, and they don't fall apart over the little stuff?

Chances are they'd be falling apart over the little stuff if they had Big Stuff to deal with. After all, it's important that you stay together on the Big Stuff... and you may just not have the energy left to deal with the little things too.