kellinator | New agey stuff

deza tried to take me and another through a past-life regression. I'm not sure if I saw what I wanted to see or a genuine past life... I'm not even sure what I think of the concept of past lives, but I didn't say they don't exist either.

I was somewhere in the woods at night. I was in charge of a bunch of people who were younger than me, and I had to get them on the move immediately because we were being hunted. They were all panicking and I couldn't get them to listen to me. I was so frustrated.

Afterwards when I talked about it with my friends I started crying (which kinda weirded them out, never mind that I cry over everything). I told them that I didn't feel like I belonged, even though I was the leader. I think that's why I'm so scared of being alone, and why I try to take care of other people. Accurate or not, it's given me a lot to think about.