Alone?

[kellinator]

Lately I've been spending a lot of time by myself. It's kind of like being on hold from the world. When I do socialize these days, I tend to seek out one or two close friends. The racuous good time at lunch today was about as social as I've been lately. (Thanks, shadesong and yendi!)

I don't know if I want to be alone or not. I know I bitch about it, but at the same time I've passed up improv at DramaTech two weeks running, not because I didn't want to go, but because I just didn't feel like being around a bunch of noisy people.

Maybe this is the isolation and withdrawal that came up in the birthday reading polychromatic22 gave me. It's not a bad thing. Sometimes I feel lonely and get upset, but sometimes I'm grateful for the quiet. Last night I got out the afghan and started crocheting for the first time in months, and it felt good to create.

I guess I'm just taking some time to be the Hermit, and when I come back out I'll be better than ever.

(Of course, this doesn't mean I don't want invitations to cool stuff. ;) )

Comments

[thatbelle.livejournal.com]

Girl...I know it seems like I say this a lot, but I know how you feel. I am alone a lot. Last Saturday night was the first time I'd done something social since February. Sometimes I'm so lonely I can't stand it....but most of the time, I don't mind doing stuff alone. I go to the movies alone....I travel alone...I don't mind it. :O)

ANYWAY! For like the 10th time...hee hee...I've invited you to something cool....READ MY LJ! hee hee....