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kellinatorLately I've been spending a lot of time by myself. It's kind of like being on hold from the world. When I do socialize these days, I tend to seek out one or two close friends. The racuous good time at lunch today was about as social as I've been lately. (Thanks, ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
shadesong and yendi!)
I don't know if I want to be alone or not. I know I bitch about it, but at the same time I've passed up improv at DramaTech two weeks running, not because I didn't want to go, but because I just didn't feel like being around a bunch of noisy people.
Maybe this is the isolation and withdrawal that came up in the birthday readingpolychromatic22 gave me. It's not a bad thing. Sometimes I feel lonely and get upset, but sometimes I'm grateful for the quiet. Last night I got out the afghan and started crocheting for the first time in months, and it felt good to create.
I guess I'm just taking some time to be the Hermit, and when I come back out I'll be better than ever.
(Of course, this doesn't mean I don't want invitations to cool stuff. ;) )
shadesong and yendi!)I don't know if I want to be alone or not. I know I bitch about it, but at the same time I've passed up improv at DramaTech two weeks running, not because I didn't want to go, but because I just didn't feel like being around a bunch of noisy people.
Maybe this is the isolation and withdrawal that came up in the birthday reading
polychromatic22 gave me. It's not a bad thing. Sometimes I feel lonely and get upset, but sometimes I'm grateful for the quiet. Last night I got out the afghan and started crocheting for the first time in months, and it felt good to create. I guess I'm just taking some time to be the Hermit, and when I come back out I'll be better than ever.
(Of course, this doesn't mean I don't want invitations to cool stuff. ;) )
