Well, you didn't tell me specifically. I think it was in one of your posts, or it was between the lines in one of your posts from that time. And while sometimes I read too much into things (I've been told I think too much), it seems I was more or less right here. And it's easy enough to feel like that, such that one (one being me) would feel alienated on occasion and feel a need to escape or share the pain. It's kind of weird to talk about though in a more or less public place. It's funny though, because while I do sometimes feel a kind of jealousy, on the other hand, I generally don't want the same things other people have, so it's more a non-specific jealousy. I like being me, I like wanting what I want, y'know? Just wish I could get it, is all. :)
Oh, plus most people feel that way afterward. That or disturbed in general, actually.
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Date: 2003-08-13 08:59 pm (UTC)Oh, plus most people feel that way afterward. That or disturbed in general, actually.