I don't know you that well either as I just started reading your journal, but don't feel selfish about not wanting to prepare yourself again. You wouldn't feel that way if it weren't for not wanting her to suffer and feeling that this is her time. I felt the same way about my grandmother when she passed away. I think it is true when they say death is hardest on the living.
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Date: 2003-01-28 08:24 pm (UTC)