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kellinator ([personal profile] kellinator) wrote2002-06-03 11:17 pm

Fear of ...?

(thanks to [livejournal.com profile] wolvy for this idea)

I have a theory that we're all allowed one totally irrational fear, and mine is snakes.
Damn I hate me some snakes. I'm so phobic I can't even look at photos of them. That's what took me so long to start watching Survivor. Rick can tell you how hysterical I got while he was removing an eight-inch baby snake from my porch.

So, what's your irrational fear?

[identity profile] deza.livejournal.com 2002-06-03 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Sounds weird, but my irrational fear is a fear of being alone. A fear of going through eternity untouched, unloved, unworthy of love. That fear has controlled a lot of my life, and I'm working on getting past it now.

[identity profile] kellinator.livejournal.com 2002-06-03 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Actually, that one hits really close to home for me.

[identity profile] deza.livejournal.com 2002-06-03 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
For me, it's bad enough that I've stipulated in my will that an oak sapling is to be planted over my grave. At least then I know that something will be cradling my body for eternity.

I have a lot of understanding of why old kings would take servants to the afterlife with them. Even knowing what's there, I don't want to be alone.

[identity profile] cnfsdyoie.livejournal.com 2002-06-03 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
i've always had that fear... the reason i didn't add it to my list is b/c i'm afraid it's not irrational.

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[identity profile] deza.livejournal.com 2002-06-03 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I have a nice long list of "rational" fears (fear of my kids being hurt, fear of my mother having to live with me, fear of the oil transfer station down the road becoming a terrorist target, etc). The fear of being alone, though, has often controlled my actions. IMHO, that elevates it out of the "rational" range.